My writing has slowed down since the weather here in Seattle is getting a tad lighter.
In other news, Lacy helped me remove my nipple piercing yesterday. I'd had it for ten years as of next month and see the removal as a step into maturation in some odd sense. I am turning 29 in April and have mixed feelings about it. I am a survivor and am definately aware that each year is a new gift wrapped in growth. However, this one puts me in my last year of twenties and with that comes the notion that I need to get back on track with grad school soon. I want children so bad that I can't breathe sometimes and told myself I would only adopt by myself if I had my Master's degree. That said, I have not fully abandoned the hope of meeting a husband. So I suppose taking the nipple piercing out meant something larger to me. It signals the birth of a new self.
In music news, I am solely listening to Adele and Bright Eyes new albums on a loop and find them both fantastic/therapeutic.
In tv news, Top Model and RuPaul's Drag race are rocking my world.
I wish all of the light in the world to all of you...
Randella Shymballa
